As I’ve mentioned before, I have a very large and diverse music collection. I haven’t taken the time to learn my way around streaming music services, for a variety of reasons, but that’s another discussion for another time.
Earlier this month, I made an overnight trip to visit some relatives I don’t see often, which resulted in me spending a lot of time in the car with my six thousand plus songs playing on shuffle, and this song came on.
(The song is “The Girl From Yesterday” by the Eagles, with the late Glenn Frey on vocals. Apparently, this is one of their lesser known songs, and there is no official YouTube video, so if in the future someone is ever reading this, and the link doesn’t work anymore, let me know and I’ll try to fix it if I can.)
I started listening to classic rock radio (among other things) in my late teens, the early 1990s. The Eagles, one of the most recognizable bands of the genre, broke up in 1980 after an argument between Glenn Frey and Don Henley. After both of them had successful solo careers in the 80s, the Eagles got back together in 1994, toured, and released an album with four new songs (including this one) and some live songs from their tour. I got that CD as a Christmas present my first Christmas home from college.
But for a while, this was my least favorite song on the album, and I would often skip it. It took a while to grow on me, because it was too country for me. The Eagles have always been known for blending rock and country music influences, but as I’ve written about before, I didn’t like country music until much later in my life, and this song is about as country as songs come. The topic of the song is pretty stereotypical of country songs as well: a woman whose man left her, and she is never able to get over him or accept the fact that he is gone for good. (This song did grow on me before the rest of the country genre as a whole did, but I don’t remember if there’s any big story to that.)
It was in 2005, during my travels across the USA and back, that I realized that country music isn’t so bad sometimes. A friend who I visited during that time let me copy a bunch of her country CDs to my laptop, and one of them included this song, which also came up on shuffle earlier this month:
Lyrically, this is another pretty standard country song: a guy is determined to get over a woman who left him. I hadn’t heard this song in a while, and one line caught my ear when I heard it this time:
I heard that old Jones song just the other day
About a man who took a broken heart to his grave
But I’ll be dammed if a memory’s gonna lay me down
As one would expect, old country music isn’t my area of expertise, since I mostly ignored it. I didn’t know what Dierks was referring to the first time I heard this song in 2005. But I have learned a little more about old country music since then, and I’m pretty sure the “old Jones song” refers to this:
(Again, not an official video, let me know if it ever stops working. The song is “He Stopped Loving Her Today” by the late George Jones.)
I don’t want to be the kind of guy that old country songs are about. (Of course, in the case of The Girl From Yesterday, the genders would be reversed.) I’ve spent decades carrying around the burdens of memories of rejection and relationships that didn’t work out. They’re not coming back. They’re not going to change. It does me no good to keep carrying around these memories. I don’t know how to do this, but I have to figure it out. Maybe it means doing new things and spending time with different people. Maybe it means I’ve come to some bridges that it’s time to burn. But I will do this. I will move on with my life.