Nicky Gumbel is a British pastor best known for being one of the people behind Alpha International, the publisher of a series of discussions and Bible studies presenting the basic points of Christianity. In one of his course materials, Rev. Gumbel tells a story relating the concept that even after we turn to Jesus as Lord and Savior, we aren’t made perfect yet. In his story, Rev. Gumbel is riding a bicycle, and a cab driver cuts him off. Rather than follow Jesus’ advice to turn the other cheek, Gumbel pedals fast to catch up to the driver, intending to report his bad driving, and makes a rude comment once the driver is in earshot. The driver calls him by name and tells him to be careful. Gumbel looks at him after being called by name, wondering if he heard correctly, and the driver holds up an Alpha workbook. He then proceeds to tell his passenger about the Alpha course and how inspirational and life-changing Gumbel’s work has been.
Obviously, that sort of encounter would have a humbling effect. Gumbel said something to the effect that it served to remind him that Jesus is not finished working with him yet. (By the way, any inaccuracies in this account are mine, but the main points are there.)
I had an experience recently that also reminded me about Jesus not being done with me yet. I won’t tell the whole story, I’m still a bit ashamed of myself, but essentially I picked a verbal altercation with some fans of a rival sports team. It got very heated to the point that I was making a scene in public. I calmed down, apologized, and walked away from the fans of the rival team before the altercation turned physical. But I felt ashamed for acting so immaturely, especially since, even though the others kept it going, I clearly started the whole thing for no reason other than that they were fans of a rival team who dared to show their team pride here in a different geographical location.
Nothing I can do about it now except learn and move on. Maybe this whole experience reveals that I still have some unresolved anger about being bullied in the past, some of which happened at the hands of fans of this team.